Reflection Chapter 5 noitcelfeR|Reflection Chapter 5: Of Key ImportanceHis eyes were blue; his father's eyes were green. That was the only difference between the brown colt and stallion in appearance with the exception of the obvious size difference. They had the same hourglass cutie mark, the same brown hair style, and the same awkward stature. There could be no doubting that they were in fact father and son.---Derpy awoke after only a few hours of sleep. It was still dark, and could not have been any later than three in the morning. She was still tired, and had she been lying in her bed her first instinct wou
R3fl3ction Chapter 6 noitcelfeR|R3fl3ction Chapter 6: Swimming in the Smoke (Beneath the Surface)Dinner at 6pm, so wash up at 5:55. 6:24 help wash the dishes. 6:30 until sunset work in the fields. Dessert of apple pie when returning from the fields. This was the previous night's agenda. Derpy, having visited Sweet Apple Acres found it too tempting to get a taste of the country lifestyle to go home that night. Instead she agreed to stay for dinner and then offered to pitch in helping the others finish their chores for the night. With an extra set of hooves working that night the dishe
R3fl3ction Chapter 7noitcelfeR|R3fl3ctionChapter 7"Ink on a Page"Derpy couldn't comprehend the feeling that the music always filled her with. It was a sensation unlike any other. The sound of it was palpable, tangible, a physical anomaly that seemed to surround her. It was lifting her up, protecting her from something, from everything. It may have been in the rhythm, or in the actual notes of the melody. It could even have spawned from the very words being sung, but whatever was creating the unusual sensation remained a mystery.She was never able to see the wreckage of the burning house after the flames had died down. The group that had met her outside t
Reflection Chapter 4 noitcelfeR|Reflection 4: Dream of the Sandman"Alright ponies," said Twilight, as she paced in the library.Spike folded his arms and grunted in protest. "Ehem."Twilight stopped pacing for a moment and raised a brow. "And dragon…" Upon hearing that, Spike beamed with pride. The unicorn rolled her eyes at how easy it was to appease him. "It has been three days since we made our plan; time to recap! You first Spike, what do your notes say?"The baby dragon opened a scroll and began to read. "Applejack didn't remember Derpy ever visiting the farm, just passing it. Neither did Bi
Self-Loathing BanterI just want to talk to myselfTell myself the things i need to hear.but if i say anythingI resent myself for every word.A line divides meits a crack in the mirrorfrom where my fist struck the glassforget meI'm tired and wastedHopeless and fadedListless and jadedmight as well forget mei just cant take waitingIm still underated I thought i knew what i was doingbut i was mistakenI guess im a lost cause after alli guess im a soldier after alland like the other lost causes I falland like the other soldiers I fall
UnlearnedHow it came to this, I'm unsureHelp me make some sense, I need the cure And I just don't really know Where I will go Now that it's over.Now I'm standing~ watching the world pass me byNow I'm feeling~ This seems like its just a Remnant of the tide~Oh~ So Someone Start To Tell~ Me Why I'm RunningWhen everything I need is all right here?I'm Losing All Control~ I'm not Learning my LessonThis crazy search is driving me to tears... I don't understand these fears...
Toppling Tower is Me Oh God just look at me Again I'm falling to my knees I swear this feeling is just a disease I guess I feel pathetic For being so sympathetic always so optimistic while in profound secrecy you where making fun of me. Perhaps I should have guessed but then again I must confess that I really don't know what is going on. They say you didnt really care and I can't even confront you because you are
Chasing Tail LightsI try to focus my eyesbut I do im blinded by the red lightsDon't understand why time must pass me byI'm here on the open road tonightThe one ahead changes lanesand like a shadow I do the sameon this neverending highwayHow did end up right hereNo matter how hard I tryIt only feels like I'm chasing tail lightsI've got no where to runThe night goes onAs I'm fading awayGot nowhere to stayand I have no one else to blameI try to live my lifeOn my own but IJust never quite make it to the end andevery time I try Ijust end up here againHow did end up right hereNo matter how hard I tryIt only feels like I'm
IndecisiveInside No mountain to hide O Behind /|\ When I need to find /\
InspirationInspiration,It comes not on demand,but with the random,situation at hand.In times of despare,or joy,or pain.We must write of it then,lest it not come again.
Ink on a PageGood or BadWrong or RightOn a Pad in Black and WhiteWhatever is doneWhats ever been saidA word Unwritten is a word UnreadThe writer's KeyTo a world UnseenMake ones own RealityWhat if this was your StoryYou could give it GloryChoose its StrifeAfter all it is your life.If it was all just a SpeculationOf the ImaginationJust a FigmentationFor your own Creation,What would you do if it was all Ink on a Page?
Let Live, Forgive, and ForgetYou say that you can't live With this Regret.You say you haven't a thing left which to bet. Nothing we say to you~ Ever seems to get through~ Because~you-Don't-SEEM~Capable-to Forgive or Forget~ Live and Let Live,You say that no~one ever can know.You say that no~one will stand from the rows. Every we do to calm you down~ Only ever comes back around~ Because~you-Won't-LET~Them-Live and let live yet Forget and Forgive, LIVE and let LIVE! And Let The Whole World Live On~ FORGET and FORGIVE! You Have Your Hate Drawn~ Oh~
When People Cry People come, People go People ask, So they will know People answer, People lie People hear, And People cry People seek, People hide People look, And hope to find People lose So people Search People fight People hurt People love, People hate People give, People take People borrow, People steal People break, and then they healJesus lives, Jesus lovesGod forgives, and Jesus lovesJesus lives, Jesus lovesGod forgives, and Jesus loves
Rap: His SoldierAs I run through the forest, a Serpent follows me,but when I look back,all I see are trees:They're and obstacle of my travels,a few in every battle,but when upon the great stallion I stay mounted to the saddle:Its a symbol of the Almighty,the reason im still fighting,Gods perfect timing guides me,He is the reason I am alive and still fighting.He carries me on His shoulders, protects me from all evil because i am his soldier.
Courteous Jester v2There's a castle way up high,Scarlet banners in the sky!Ivory walls on every side,Just like a halo of light.Dragons fly outside the walls,Angles roaming through the halls, And in the courtroom down below,A man puts on quite a show.He sings and he laughs, And he makes the time pass,Everyone comes to see him hereBecause he helps them forget About their troubles and their fearHe's a Courteous Jester Courteous JesterNow the people chant and dance Along with his majestic pranceAnd he jokes with humorous banterStill in gentlemanly manorHe throws sparks in the air Dancing 'round without a careBut behind the
Who she isShe'sa castle,always under siege.She's,a forest,but a fire burns the trees.She's,a hero,but she does not believe...She's,an angel,if only she could see. AND, SHE, CRIEShoping for a chance.AND, SHE, LIESin a pit of despair,But I wish, I could take her hand,for one last dance,And I hope, she will know,that I care...She's,a dreamer,but I she does not know.She's,a blessing,a gift to us all.And it kills me to thinkthat her wings are damaged,and I'd hate to see,her fall...Oh why doesn't she hear my call?You know it's true,I, need, you...
A call out to humanityCrime, dismayfold hands and prayfor this world that's gone insane.Lust, desirefuel the devils fireas he watches the chaos reign.Hate, lovea crow or doveremember happiness and pain.Luck, chance watch the roulette danceonly gamble for a gain.Sweet, scarslove with your heartbut leave the logic for the brain.
Bipolar Call to humanityCrime, dismayfold your hands and prayfor a race thats gone insane. Sweet, sour even the darkest hour has some hope if unsure.Lies, desirefuel damnations firewe only watch the chaos reign. Ready, set forgive and forget no one is pure.Blood, gorenow and forevermorean unremovable blood-red stain. Forward, ahead say "The Devils Dead!" and we will find the cure.
Why does this still haunt me...Come on...Why this again? This happened months ago... so why am I still caught up on it? It was my fault... she left me behind just like all the others...I told her to... she was probably going to do it anyways...So why does it haunt me?I thought I was over this! How can these feelings still exist From the times when I was on the whitelist? It took a matter of moments to go from high to hopeless.Enough of This!I guess I Missed Our One and Only Chance at
BACK OFFJust because I choose not to be part of their game...Just because I choose to deviate from their plan...I don't understand,they tell me they don't want to help me,but they don't want me to be my own man...And this is What They SAY: I'm "a nightmare", "a disaster", "The only thing thats preventing happily-ever after" He says I'm "A lost cause" "Just a zero" A "total failure" "not a hero" YEAH THEY SAY I HAVE NO PLACE IN THIS WORLD THEY ALWAYS SAY THAT KIND OF THING THEY SAY THIS THEY SAY THAT THEIR MOUTHS NEVER STOP M
The Legend of the Vengful DeadAre you one of the walking dead?Or do you deviate like me?Are you one of the mindless wanderers?Or do you still have the sanity to dream?Tell me can you remember what is your name?Are you dead, are you insane?If you are alive and well, then surly you will tell.Search deep inside, of your mind, for any memories. If you see men in lab coats in a long white hall,then most likely of all, you are already deceased.Are you one of the walking dead?Or are you another renegade?Are you one of the many poorpeople who have been played?All hope is not lost yet,come with us my friend.Either way you will join us,if you are s
In Twisted FaughtThe phone rings but nobody'sMy voice sings for there nobody'sI speak a word that ear no one can hear at all
Twilight CityIn the heart of a storm of darkness,there the tempest does cease.Around sanctuary of light,white stone wallskeep the dark away.Two guardians stand at the gate,angelic robes of white satinthey are wingless,haloless but still just as beautiful.They speak only one phrase,"Welcome to the Twilight City"From inside the sky shows no darkness.There is no exit.There is no need for an exit.Sanctuary.Beautiful.Beautiful prison.Prison in sheeps clothing,pull the wool over your eyes.Graceful captivity.UtopiaMeans no placeUtopiaThere is no such place.
It Wasn't MeWhat?I didn't do it,not this time.Ive done nothing wrong,or out of line,nor hanous crime.There are others who could have done it you know.Like dad or Jake or cousin Joe.Perhaps it was my tutor,or even another sort of silent intruder.Like a mouse or rator snake or bat. Maybe it was the family pet,that pesky cat did it I bet.Upon the crime i do inspect,I find little paw prints so erect,I know i will solve this yet.Wait whats that you say?You wanted to know if i was hungry today?Oh no I am fine, I'm not hungry at all, wonder why. Wait, the cookie jar is empty, that's not my fault.I'm just an angel, n
ComplicatedTruly things are EXAGGERATED, HYPERBOLE,just OVERSTATED.The SITUATION is a tough EQUATION, but I'm afraid its been fueled by your IMAGINATION.Things are DANGEROUS, that I see,so we must approach this CAUTIOUSLY.We can begin by INITIATING an EXTRACTIONof any and every sort of DISTRACTION.Next we need to list the COMPLICATIONSand the MATERIALS needed for RESTORATION.Slime on the celing is an UNRULY sight.We'l simply scrub it off later tonight.Now how did you let a raccoon bread the generator?Nevermind, I'l pay for it later.Il fix the fountain and REPROGRAM the toaster.Connect the cable and PURCHASE a poster.I ne
Fire at Will v5Why do you all stare at meLike I am some monster on the street?Don't you know what I was doing for you all?Do you know how many people I had to see fall?I never askedfor what I hadsure I enlisted on my ownbut only to protect my homeI never once triedto cause the pain of the ones who died.Don't you dare blame mefor the war that i foughtI only killed so that you would be notI walked on the battlefieldheard my orders tofire at willdon't call me a murdererI only did what I had to,you look at me like im a villain,when I was making sure that no one killed you.Why are there people, who call us evil?Why are
Fire at Will v4News of dangerhas alerted the masses,and the call passesfor more soldiers to fight.We all enlist,and we transport in squadrons,to fix the problemsthat threaten liberty.And on the battlefieldthe world just dissapears,leaving only a nightmareof chaos and tears.Above the soundsof cries and gunfirewe hear our ordersand we obey by advancing.We take our steps forward,we know no hope of returning,but we accept this.A second order, rises like smoke in,this chaotic basin,that stands as our final thrill.And the generals call toFire at will.The smack of bullets,pops all around us,and we return fire,
Fire at Will v3We enlisted so that wecould be something to be proud ofWe were all too young to understandthe trouble that we had sighned up for.I went and joined the militarywas shipped off to a boot camp.They cut off my hairbut I still thought it looked alright.They gave me a gun to carryand made me train in the cold and damp.They told me it was neccessaryto leave behind morals and our pride.They told me this burden to carrymay tear us up inside.Thats why the sergent screams and yells in training,FIRE AT WILLMark each and every one of themdont let them get awayTAKE THE KILLthey are weak and you are notmake sure it st
When Things End What do you havewhen You want nothing elsewhen You don't respect your wordsAnd You can't stand to look at yourself? Is there a place to go when you are so hollowA shadow of a manWith- out the strength to stand alone no hand to hold your blood runs cold and your regrets take hold of everything you are and every step
No One Talks to MeI am feeling so aloneNo one talks to meEveryone who i held dearno longer seems to seeMe standing in the very backof this cold dark roomI am feeling all aloneI wish it would end soonWhere is the friendship that i once held so close?where are the friends who i loved the most?Have i been replace by someone who is just much more worthy?I am feeling so alone,no one talks to me
RecognitionI know that I've made mistakes We're not perfect...I'm aware of what love takes was it worth it?Don't pretend I'm only to blame I accept full responsibility...But to write this whole fight in my name is nothing short of a fallacy. Sure I take the fault for most of it That is something I can't fake But I was prepared to never quit Despite the stakesI did wrong For so long Exiled myself To grow strong Then returned and You still want me gone? Maybe I deserved this fate But that was before my thinking Why did we give in to hate? Are we still sinking?Desire's burning Time k
Goodbye no Tears to CryWho are we Why do we believe In anything at all?Who am I In agony to cry When I take my fall? Do I deserve To try again When I don't Deserve my friends I cannot pretend I do Please don't lie Don't even try This was goodbye And in my eye No more tears to cry its trueWhat to say When on this day I have lost to my mistakes? Do you know Where to go When your heart completely breaks?
Envoi This is not happening... This is not happening... So why should I care...? My mind is playing games My mind's not playing fair My mind is playing games So why should I care...?None of this is real I stand at the top of the world Nothing is above the place I stand I stand at the top of the world So I won't gr
SubliminalSeeking refuge From the storm From the skies enraged Above the surface thorns Somewhere underneath a sea Composed of our iniquity A whisper waiting quietly Longs to be a scream A pure and uncorrrupted word Of which the the world has never heard Is better off not used or learned When hypocrites would leave it burned Watching below as the rain falls The tears of sirens Building up the storm wall Cloaked in fal
FrozenBroken by the bindings Boundaries are forgotten Come to claim the prize Beneath False SkiesScavenge through the findings Of cages old and rotten The bird is free to fly But it won't Rise Lift not a feather Nothing to see here The well's run dry Desolate demise Beneath False Skies Sing not a whisper Sleepless and tired A cold sun shines The swallow's in the field But it won't Rise Morning comes againBeneath False Skies The sun's on the horizo
Red BannersThe sun comes up and the moon goes down, Something's lost and something's found. The happy smile the sad will frown,A man stays free while his brother is bound. Some stay hidden and some come out There are those who believe, There are those who doubt. The coward stays silent when his brothers shout.
88 DoorsEach day goes the same way It all seems so clear When the only lines around Belong to puppeteers pulling stringsYou know there is more Than to just seeSilently You wait and You dream... Of Eighty-Eight Doors And Eighty-Eight Keys Somewhere behind You hope to find A world of harmony a symphony Somewhere where you're freeSo to
Colorblinding Lost deep in Black Despair The Darkness Everywhere Look up with Hollow Eyes And see that nothing's There I Sleep And Fade Away My Dreams All Scaled To Grey Drained Dry During The Day Relieved When Colors Fade &
In Twisted FaughtThe phone rings but nobody is thereMy voice sings for nobody's earI speak a word that no one can hear at all But I still call I'm pretending that I'm not
ShadowsShadows on the pavement, dancing aroundLike flickering flames, but on the groundThey mimic their host without a soundComplacent with their place in the background Hiding from the light, are they afraid Everywhere at night, but so small during the day Sounds like someone else I know Someone I know who has become Nothing but a shadow Hiding from the sun's glow Filled with so much doubt Of which nobody knows Feeling so low Just a shadowNew day's light, what does it bringThe birds outside, what do they singThe falling leaves, from the treesW
LighthouseBroken is the light That guides this ship to bay No light to lead the wayThe stars up in the skyShow us away from shore Opens new doors Dear family and friends I'm writing this letter That I cannot send But it makes me feel better I know that promised To be back by dawn But when night fell upon us The light house was gone We couldn't wreck the ship We were almost back But hope gave us the slip Now we're lost in the blackBroken was the light That guides this ship to bay No light to lead the wayThe stars up in the skyShowed us away from shore Opened new doors Now it's been ten days Since we have been stranded
Underneath JerichoThings just went all wrong You're locked up in your room All those little lies seemed as white as the moonBut they didn't think things through and now you're all alone Asking for the truth wanting to go homeGet away from it all Your facing it all now You hid behind the walls of Jericho But they came tumbling down And you don't make a sound...
(Castaway Crown) Broken ThroneI step up You step down I call your name You turn around Pass off fake smiles To hide our frowns I fought to be king But lost the crownLook At Me Casting Stones At Myself All Alone All I
The WeaponThere's a weapon we possess Capable of mass destruction Some will use it and be blessedOthers use it for corruption It is subtle enough To calmly break the ice So powerfull it can preventThe need for a nuclear deviceIt is so common to the world That people often forget it When used the wrong wayThe user will regret itIt is bullet in the gun The rock in the sling The arrow from the bowThe venom from the stingIt is the brick that makes the wall The rubber that makes the ball The point behind the callAnd the the words you're whispering
Changing TidesCold as Winter in the nightWarm like Summer burning brightSpring up fast to untold heightsFall back down to changing tides Night to day Day to night Darkest hours Brightest lights These are the changing tides The tides of change that we call life Ice to steam Steam to ice Sunny days Cloudy skies Darkness makes way for the light To see the tides that we call lifeCold as Winter in the nightWarm like Summer burning brightSpring up fast to untold heightsFall back down to changing tides Right to wrong Wrong to right Waking dreams Feigning might Sleep and fade away tonight Into the tides of change called life Lies to truth
5 Seas Shipwrecked on an Isle The Coast of Trial Waves of Denial Washing off the Shore Lonely to the Core More than ever Before Desolated Isolated Can't take anymore
Real HonestyHonesty's a policyThat everybody ought to beFollowing but honestlyIt's more or less an oddity If a little white lie Could do no wrong Then why can't we Just get along It's wrong Be true to yourself Let people see Real honestyIt's different every dayAnd It's not always The easy thing to sayBut do it anyway If your a true friend You won't pretend That it's better to lie If it makes people happy
Stand UpWhat is it worth when the threads wearing thingWhen you fight a war that no one can win Just loss after loss, Again and againAll hope is lost is it time to give in You fought a hard fight With all of your might And you always did What you though was right The battle is done But the war rages on Is there nothing left On which to go along Light the lantern in your hand Stand up and have reason to rejoice Stand up And realize that you have a voice Stand up and shout Make them hear you outChoose to heard because it's your choiceWhat do you have when reality's sent You to t
Castaway CrownsSomewhere there's a kingdomThat rises up from the groundThe king in the castle wears a Castaway Crown He's a tired old man Worn down by the land Completely unaware of the crown upon his headYoung and insecureShe wears a marvelous gownHis daughter in the ballroom wears a Castaway Crown The expression on her face Says that she feels misplaced Completely unaware of the crown upon her headFake smiles for the peopleQuietly he frownsThe heir to the throne wears a Castaway Crown Young, bold, and bright The prince would rather be a knight Completely unaware of the crown upon his head If there's a king there will be law Since he's a man it will be fl
Propheta ArenaeAlways have a book on handLeave the pages blank and bland Give your book a title thatOnly you could understandFollow me to lands unknownAct as you are my shadow Pay no mind to the cawing crowsBlind to why we tread belowAlways have a book on handKeep it close throughout life and When they ask you why you do Answer with the same commands One day they will follow you
Warmth of Home Grey Rock beneath my feet Where Streams of asphalt lie A Garden of concrete Beneath a starless sky Head Lights of cars distort The Shadows on paved stone This Binding cradle warmth Let's me know that I am home The Street's always crowdedBut there's only me The Silence is deafening But there's nothing to see Nothing constantly A world outlined in black and white Nothing outside They say it's cold Nothing inside
Echoing DreamsTake a rest Shield your precious mindThis world so colorless Will cause you to go blindFrom the nothingness Hold dear your nightly dreams Never cease to make believe Oil burns, metal rusts Dreams must end when you wake up Start the day with the dawning dusk Eventually it turns to dustStart the night When the pending darkDawns it's sights On the tell-tale arkSo void of light Learn to dream during the day Keep your fragile mind at play Oil burns, metal rusts Dreams must end when you wake up Start the day with the dawning dusk Eventually it turns to dust Let freedom ring Hear the angels' son
Tomorrow Happened YeserdayTomorrow happened yesterdayI know for I was thereTo see the tree behind the houseFall leafless and bareTo see up in the skyaround a quarter til'that cloud that you will point out resembles an old windmillHonest, it's trueThere wasn't much to seeExcept this morning's robberyWhich I saw last night on TV I saw your stocks go downand the stormy wind blowYou were laid off from your jobYesterday, or should I say tomorrow? I know it all too well The changing of the timesI've seen it for myselfWhile writing these linesTomorrow happened yesterdaySo there is no time to frownAlthough what's to come has passedIt will soon come back around
4|ever.RecordSometimes you find that you are lost The world leaves you behindSometimes you become just a thought That slips from everyone's mind The whole world spins like a record &
Broken Glass Lead me to Some Sanctity... Show me Some Prosperity... Guide me with Perfect Clarity To a place where I Am Free...Take me to a Grassy Hill... A lake that leaves the Water Still... To the place where fate Is Drawn On the crack of an Endless Dawn... &
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