I posted my first song
too bad my vocalist decided to bail on me
too bad she bailed on me after 2 weeks of saying she was working on it
too bad i missed that deadline
so i guess this is goodbye...
really hurts that it ended like this...
this is blitzy all over again only this time it was out of our control and wasnt my fault
So I wrote a poem
that's a lie
I wrote a fan fic
that's also a lie
I am falling behind in classes
I can't get anyone to do vocals for me
I can't get anyone to take me seriously
I have this acme on my back
its gross and makes me really self conscious
and it hurts
I stopped talking to my best friends and im now alone it seems
I'm really selfish for having clinical depression and GAD... people have way worse lives than me and that makes it worse...